I began again to see the manifestation of spirits, especially in the early stage of having been born again.
Once I was laying in bed and it seemed like a dream. Cherubims with wings flew around in my bedroom. They would laugh, fly down fast like a bird
or eagle catching prey and stick their chubby fingers up my nose trying to stop me from breathing. It lasted 10 mins with me trying my best to
shake them off. Then they would fly around up near the ceiling and do the same things again. No words came out of my mouth except Jesus ( lessons
learned). Then they were gone, and I woke up.
The third time it happened while my husband and I were in bed asleep. Again, it seemed like a dream. A human-like figure, all dark with no features
walked into my bedroom. It went around the bed and stood in front of my husband who was fast asleep. It seemed I was trying to wake my husband up
with no success. The figure stood for a few minutes staring down at my husband, turned around, and walked out. I woke up but did not say anything
to anyone. That afternoon my husband had an epileptic seizure and was rushed to the hospital. Thank God he was all right.
But since I told no one, I did not know how to explain it. Was it an angel? Why black not white? A warning? If I laid quietly, would I have heard
a voice?
All this while I was still going to different churches, reading the Bible, attending meetings, and was introduced to Holy Spirit and speaking in
tongues which I rejected because I was afraid. My spirit was searching and trying to get control of my life which was being ruled by the flesh..
I was fearful of the unknown and did not take command of the flesh. I was afraid that talking in tongues maybe from the devil and that it was using
me to curse myself, others, and God. Logic of the flesh set in; carnal thoughts brushed speaking in tongues aside.
And as I did not understand it was logical for me to leave it behind
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